~ a poem in response to the murder of George Floyd and Breonna Taylor in the start of summer 2020 ~
**This work became a poetry visual under the same name. See end of poem for video**
Color(less):
They want us to see in black and white, But we ask you to see in color
Our skin, Carmel, brown, and chocolate look different amongst one another
It becomes glazed under the yellow sun
Like our eyes: dark brown, light brown and hazel
They sparkle like the stars, that feel so far away
So powerful and ominous like an Angel
Our hair entices the rainbow wheel and you look at it in awe
Not knowing that our curls, braids, weaves, and locs
And bald heads, and naturals, and relaxed inches, could talk
Our clothes speak to our identity which is florescent and bright
But those colors have been bleak because we are dying every night
There is a culture within our colors which runs deep in the present generation
And it can only be carried through OUR DNA
it’s our “ancestors reincarnation”
You want us to see in black and white because it’s easier for you to tell
The difference in skin color because the only options are dark or pale
These two tone perspectives produced two faced people
Like your skin in the summer time, honey that brown ain’t equal
Our vibrant colors make up the art that you are endlessly influenced by
Your white skin erasing that all, and calling it yours consistently, why?
Maybe because you claim you don’t see color, so you must not be racist.
Thats the problem. We are called black, but present you a color swatch of diverse brown faces
Or because your fragile white snow can lay on top of a black mountain for the first time in it’s life
And suddenly believe it is the mountains protector out of spite
Or because there is brutality in your history books so you white wash it with your superiority
Then go to our homeland, our creation, and ask for charity
You destroyed our wooden symbols of Gods and shackled us in rusty chains
But you are unaware that the green restoration of our mother land continuously courses through our veins
This green life we have is the same green that runs your government
But you supply our green to men in blue who turn our brown into red for it’s betterment
You blame your failure on the obscure colors of the oppressed
But demand us to construct, create, and paint your world within your state of the union address
The media you constructed which leaves us transfixed
Tells us to partake in these black and white antics
It’s not a race war, it’s not blacks against whites
It’s the disenfranchised and the vulnerable trying to grasp the light
So Take off the black and white lens that gives you the privilege to be ignorant
And see the people of color screaming for justice against the colorless background of the belligerent